the devil is back

well, first thing first. i am writing my blog after such a long haul coz i had lost my password( i hope this is a good excuse!!! he he he he ). Anyways, life has been kinda strange to me lately. i have had the pleasure to meet really goofy and eccentric sort of people.
i have been wanting to write something here since a long time, but everytime i wrote something on my home PC, i felt disgusted like always and had to delete it all to get rid of the idea. Well writing drives me nutts. But at times an idea really comes up and grabs you and you have to do something about it......DAMN FAST.


anyways. So actually i went to the railways station today to drop a friend of mine. He is going to a place called Tohana, to do a job.so he is the kinda a guy who is always partying and all, and always having fun.
so while his train was leaving a sudden thought came to my mind. Now this place where he has to go is the most depressing place on the planet ( Abhigyan don't kill me for this, but i guess u will agree). so suddenly while his train was snaking away from the station a thought came to my head, that how destiny shapes our lives!!! he would never hane imagined a life in such a place. so this suddent attack of introspection grabbed me and while driving back i was forced to thing how my own life has changed......
things and events have a certain kind of background, where everything is sort of "Decided". so if everything is decided then what is the fucckin need to work your ass off? why not wait on a highway for a truck to come down and shred you to a million pieces. if there is a thing called god up there and he is pulling the strings then why not let the sorry ass do his job?

so like i mean if every damn thing ais bound to happen, and u can change just the tits and bits of it athen why struggle like an ass to change things, why not go with the flow.
well i had to write this down so that i can drive piecefully, so i stopped at a cafe by the road to throw this here. i guess i will think and write more on this topic and then maybe someday i will have my own novel on this topic. he he he he

lets see if i can wrrite a book on this " The Ass god and his Strings", something like that. Lets see. Will let ya all know. and hey "moment" if ur reading this, then thank you. i really love your comments........see ya