Perceptions......

Well, i have said this a million times, that i write only when a certain idea hits me so hard that i HAVE tu put it into words....i wait for a million years and try to strangle the idea but the urge still grows stronger.
Well, this time the credit goes to Vishal.

A few days back, he told me that "Rohit, why is it that not many people like you?". at that time i did not have the answer but then the seed had been planted. and ever since i have been thinking, why is it people do not like me? Why is that most of the people scorn at the mention of my name?

Now the reason why i am writing this is that when i write is the time when my thoughts become clear even to me.

So, what makes people like people? Or what is it that people DO NOT like about people, and how much do i care what others think of me?

I guess the root of evil here is that all the people who know you and all the people that come in contact with you, expect you to behave in a certain DEFINED manner. Now who decides this manner. the answer to this is, Expectations. i guess the only way to be most popular is meet the expectations of the masses. Become what they want you to become. Change yourself according to sll the people you meet. Change yourself to what is cool in the society. Change according to what THEY think is "HEP"!

But do i want to change myself. i dun think so. To me it does not matter what others or anyone thinks of me. Yes! i am too selfish in that respect. If you change so much everyday, what happens to "YOU". What happens to that inner self that you have nurtured for such a long time. I guess the universe would be so much more beautiful if people understood, that our motive in this life time is to attain perfection. And to do that the best virtue is to help each other reach that ultimate dream that one wishes to attain for himself. Not to change what he already is!!!!!

Today i have to say that i live for myself. people come into my life and people teach me things. That happens all the time, i learn from them. I help Them reach there dreams but i say here, that i do not give them any right to even a single minute of my life. i do not give them the liberty to even change one micron in my life. Yes they can grow with me, yes! they can learn from me and we can forever be together.

I have not made many friends in my life, but the ones i have made, never cease to make me feel proud of them. They are the people who hold something, Anything sacred in there lives and they NEVER i mean it, they NEVER give up. They have found what they love in there lives and they are chasing that. it does not matter to them what is cool or hep, what matters to them is what they want. And they are on there way to attain perfection.

Pallavi, if you are reading this, then i am sure u know what i mean. Swapnil, she has found herself and she is chasing it top speed. And i love her for that. Prem, who has been my brother since childhood, has never let go of his dreams. there are so many people i know that i can mention here, who have lived for what they hold sacred in there lives.
i guess there is so much to say on this and right now i have to get back to my studies, but yes i will surely continue with this, and will try to mention some people i have met, who changed so much that nothing of any value remained in them

i hope you know what i mean!!!!

Many a times i sit on my computer, try to forms thoughts into words
and come up something decent. But does it matter, what i write? Does it matter if anyone gives a shit what i am writing is good or not. Well it does not. I write for my own pleasure. For the love of this life ,which is too precious.
So, if anyone of you have started reading this, coz you think what a good writer i am and all, i better terll you this is going to be a bunch of horse shit. I dO Nat CaaRe Where my spllngs r GOING,,.,;!!#@ or what PnctuaTIOn i am USING>

These are ,my thoughts and i write for my own pleasure

I want to talk about perfection today? What is perfection to you? is it being able to do your thing so well that people talk about you? Or is it doing something that wins you lot of appreciation? well to me perfection is when you do something and you fall in love with the "Doing", not the end result of it. Perfection is when you create something and you stop and wonder, have i actually built this? When you start worshipping your own Doing.

I believe we can become good on anything when we fall truly in love with it. Noiw that does not mean that you do something that is cool or that is trendy, but that sure means that you worship what you do.

Now i dun think i can write any more, so before i delete this too and maybe delete this whole blog anyway i guess i should publish this post and never come back here again