Revelations Part One

Certain events in your life, force you to stop at times and wonder, think of things you rather never think of. And force you to make changes, which you never deemed important or even necessary. I have just come out of some similar events in my life. If you have to understand what i actually mean i will have to tell this like a proper story. Otherwise my meaning will get distorted.

Lets just go back to March 1'st. There is no reason why i am going back to this particular date, but infact it makes no difference whether i start this on march 1'st or Feb. 1'st. You will understand the reason soon. The thing is that all the events that had been happening till that particular date, had forced me to believe that how meaningless and how vague my life had become. All through my life i have had this love for my profession, that is Mechanical Engineering. And my life was going nowhere. so naturally i was pretty tense. And i am not the kind of person who surrounds himself with a million friends and forgets his worries in the "Mob Mentality". So the few really special people i had around me, were having there own problems. So that time i was of the view that my life had come to its lowest ebb. But seemingly the old man above ( Call him God if you are the religious types), had some really different plans. throwing me on the ground and making me bite dust was really not enough. So he decided to actually bury me forever.

What followed thereafter is something, that most people know. If you have been following my blog, then i have already told you about the accident i was involved in. That particular event made me feel as if all this is so useless. What is the use of digging your ass deep in the ground to make your destiny, when you do not even have a destiny? What is the use of burning everyday when Mr. Old Man above has everything written down for you? what is the god damned use of seeing dreams, that will never come true? And what is the use of loving people so fragile, that they can actually disappear forever from this planet within a second?

Well this is the crap that was going on in my head at the time. So naturally i went home. I have always believed that being among the people who love you and who understand you can solve any and all the problems in your life. But then again Mr. Old man wanted to have some fun. He decided to put my family into troubles too. now what really happened is just another huge story, but in just one day, my dad lost everything he had accumulated in his entire life. He is a hardworking and a really sincere kind of a person. And all of a sudden lightning struck and just 2 years before his retirement, it seemed we had lost everything. Now the natural course of my steep decline should have been something like a suicide or something.

But then fate again intervened, and i went on a vacation with a really special person. This time Mr. Old Man above said, "OK! this guy has had enough. Lets solve his problems now". Maybe they have this "Human Rights Organization" above which must have intervened on my behalf or something. And guess what in just 3 days, my life was back to normal.

But you can never say that my life came back to what it was. the revelations that have come during this period have been the most valuable lessons of my life. And in the three days i took the vacation in the mountains i wrote them all down.

I feel that the kind of love i got from people i hardly knew a few days back, helped me put all those things together. And just for them, those few "Special people" in my life i have decided, that i will share the best lessons of my life during the course of these days. Before i end this, as a summary of what is to follow, all i can say is that in the end, all this pain and all this sorrow is worth it!

Yes i know Mr. Old Man really gives you a pain in the ass, but he is "God" after all ;)
Maybe things appear really unfair to us sometimes, but then he never reveals his plans for us. And one thing i can assure you folks, he has something special for each one of us.